Not Really in da mood ~-~

Through my experience, as we grow older da lesser excitement to celebrate any kind of occasion. I just mizda time when I was a kid, I'm so excited giler mo beraya....and time pegi beraya kita yg kecik2 ni la yg akan dijamu oleh tuan rumah. But now it's turn da other way around. I pula yg kena get my little Brother ready early in da morning. Help my mama di dapur, susun2 itu...susun2 ini...sedia itu...potong ini...sibuk sana..sibuk sini..

But seriously speak, it's feel like any other day. Pokoknya I don't rili feel all those excitement dat I used to feel. Aiyoo how come ni....there are many things I guess lead me to dis state. Even though my mama gave me a sum of money so dat I can buy what I want for Hari Raya, but I seriously dun know what to buy. Plus maybe coz my bapa was not around as he was celebrating da hari raya at offshore with his team. He will be home on da 6th day of Hari Raya from Thailand .

All I hope dat Rani, my youngest brother will have a wonderful celebration. Hey, he deserved it coz he fasted for 3weeks of Ramadan, on da final week he fell sick. As he fasted for da whole 3weeks make him turn a lose in his weight. I'm sure he will be back to his normal weight as my family has no problem when it come to appetite, huhuh..

Five more weeks to da final exam could be one of da reason I hv no mood to celebrate anything together with da assignments given for few subjects. The funny things is, I have not start doing any of it...and next Monday early in da morning @8am need to hand it oridy.

 One thing dat I rili noticed about my self within dis 2weeks holidays dat, when I having my classes I rili pray to get holidays just to stay at home n do nothing. But while I'm having dis 2weeks holidays I rili pray dat it will end faster. .. So what symptom was dat? huh...